Victor passed away this evening, at 4:48pm. As I’m sure many of you know, Victor has lived with various forms of pain most his life. This year he came to the end of medical solutions that would keep him alive with what he would describe as “fair control” of his pain. Given a diagnosis of
... read more.INTRODUCTION I’m too heavy I’m too fat Jumping Josephat! Anxiety shakes me down! Imagine me in a dinosaur gown! Spent days crying still too fat. Nothing fits! Keep moving not just your lips! with a hips one and a hips two free arm moves together again I’m too heavy I’m too fat Jumping Josephat!
... read more.CAN’T FIND MY LOVE Hands and knees bring me down further than I thought I could scream you look spacious specious you lifted your head, just in time to be run over by stampeding buffalo trampled you will never use your left elbow the junction Damit who reads traffic signs riding a horse
... read more.Brevity is the Soul of Lit “You send too many emails,” I was once, twice, many times told. “Why. not hang on and compound your fractured emails and send one in summary.” “For that you’d just need to read to read my poems. Here is a poem in memory of Craig Walls, who struggled long
... read more.AND AFTER Brushed up my pride; fell shit myself teach me nothing learning module brays left alone I scrape myself up wash what I can reach console myself; listen to Vivaldi. Chew my nails leave; turning out the light.
... read more.LIES (Prompted by Pergolesi) I have listened to Pergolesi’s Stabat Mater for thirty years for thirty years I have listened crystal clear mind my squares Beauty opens my nude listening book cuts me here there anywhere death brings down crystal clear mind my dares keep it moving one after another pronounce announce incognito my hat
... read more.I can rite right the book oopsens This is New Year’s Eve 2022 dear I did not managed to get the look show on its feet. But plans are fermenting and achieving the right temperature for show in the last week of April 2023. The last I say about look show here the better because
... read more.NOTHING TO SEE…yesterday Jan 11 Test I talk into the microphone the microphone is attached to the headset the headset is attached cheese the focusrite box the focusrite box is attached to my computer and we all live together very well. This is a new one army so much novelty when there is nothing to
... read more.I WRITE THE BRUISE I write the Blues so dark they bruise nobody wants to sing them anyhow Next time I write the Blues so dark they bruise nobody wants to sing them anyhow (I’m fucked) safely alone dressed for work in my pain room It hurts like hell it hurts like the devil how
... read more.I have been accepted in. to the Medical Assistance in Dying (MAiD) Program. I have been diagnosed with dementia, and my arthritis makes every day a challenge. Having the paperwork doesn’t mean I’m climbing on a gurney, despite my “archives” video by Murray Toews, I was going to describe it when all you have to
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